i signed up for driving! finally! thats one down, gotta start studying for basic theory now! it was kinda scary but i went with my dad and it was nice =) i mean not only having him there, but also because we kinda got to spend some time together, even if it was in the car/at the driving centre! hahah! idk, this year i have come to realise how much my parents love and care for me and my siblings and i think thats a huge change from how obstinate i was when i was younger and i thought my parents were out to ruin my life! now i know, all they want is the best for me =)

but yeah, i know im a total procrastinator but no more! im facing the facts! i want to volunteer and thats the next thing i want to get down to doing! i keep saying i want to do it, but im gonna make the calls soon and just get down to it! no point just talking and telling people, but not doing anything. actions speak louder than words anyway..

so like, today i went swimming and i did 20 laps (well the pool we have is kinda small, maybe 10 laps in a normal pool?) haha i felt like i cld go on longer but like it was dark already so i got out! its been rainy the past few weeks, its so gloomy! i like my day out just having fun playing games or running or swimming! played badminton in the carporch with my brother! muy fun =) haha. though we lost two shuttlecocks to the roof and the last one fell into the neighbours house! we played car-porch-tennis too a little in the afternoon but it started raining!

spent the last two days mainly at home, which is nice and relaxing but i get bored really easily cos i like to be busy doing stuff but i dont wanna be like stuck in my room online the whole day! cos that defeats the purpose of being at home totally! should spend quality time with the family! i mean like, i think my brother and i have developed a deeper bond, i mean we dont tell each other secrets or anything but he called me when he got his jc posting and my mom dint even know! so yeah, i feel like he feels like he can tell me stuff, and we can talk abt sports and school and clothes and music and stuff so yeah, its a good thing =)

and i wanna be here for my baby brother too! he just bought his uniform! i cant believe he will be going to primary school already! kinda weird, cos im so used to calling him my baby brother, but he no longer is a baby! haha. how fast time pasts! i truly feel it was yesterday when i used to put my head on my moms belly to listen to him or feel him kicking and the one time my parents fetched me after school and i followed them to the gyne and saw the ultrasound, and i fell asleep in the car and somehow overheard my parents talking abt 'how excited' i was that i was going to have a baby brother! and soon hes going to be seven, and me .. twenty!!! gosh!

im high on endorphins, which means im really chatty atm! haha. but yeah, its also the fact that the year is coming to an end and it always gets me in the reflective mode! also, being bored makes me think alot! haha. but i have books to read! im reading this book abt the brain right now, cos i think the brain and heart are TOTALLY the most awesome organs! =) haha.

oh before i forget! i have goodies! =) i was clearing my room up and i found a stash of footie posters in my drawer! i prolly will never put them up, so im gonna give them away! i'll take pictures and put them up in another post but i only have one of each copy so first come, first serve eh! =) haha. till then, luff!